BOOZE

Hellooooo!

Haha. Booze. Beer. Liquor. I could definintely use some of that.
Maybe I should be like other people of my state and consume a 28.4 gal a year! Psh, beer is the poor man's drink even if the prices are going up.

"What's your offscreen relationship like with your Supernatural brother, Jensen Ackles?"
Jared Padalecki: "We clicked pretty much off the bat – we have similar interests in sports, and we're Texas boys, so we're both laid-back. We like to eat good food, have a good beer, hang out and have a good time."
Even though I would FER SURELY have a beer with those two sexy guys.

I thought a beer post would be necessary as today is the FOURTH of JULY! Our day of independence, our day of defiance to the British, the day Thomas Jefferson started and finished his legacy!
Happy 231st Birthday United States! Also, RIP- Thomas Jefferson and John Adams.
John Adams on the day of national independence and seconds before his death: "Thomas Jefferson lives."
*Oh no he doesn't buddy boy, he died a few hours before you and you just haven't gottten the horse delivered letter, yet.


Xoxoxo.

Uckkkk. w. an F in front

Ergh.
Sometimes I don't even know what to do. It's sick. The night was really good, really good and then in a split second it got really bad. I couldn't even call momma cause it was her birthday and I wasn't going to ruin that for her.

These freakin' things keep coming back and I don't know how to stop them; now dad's gonna get crazy and then I'm really gonna be screwed. They're ruining my whole summer and I can't go blaming Delia if I didn't get it from her (even though I'm almost 100% sure I did). And now Grannie-May has it and I don't know what to do. Cause she said it was from the other day, which means I still have it. I'm stuck.

My whole summer, as of now, is shot. I'm back to my old self loathing ways and I haven't been eating as much as I should. But I feel like crap.And I'm gonna feel even worse after I call momma and dump all this on her.

That's not even the worst of it. I can't talk to mother and it's really messing me up. I miss her alot and I shouldn't. She really screwed me over this time, Grannie-May said she broke her heart too. That's really screwed up. It shouldn't be affecting her. Everything is messed up. I miss Mother, I miss Grandmere, I miss life as I use to know it. I hate this.

I can't think about any of this either or it'll make me crazy; though crazy is pretty familiar to me right now. I have no idea what I should do. I have this world on my shoulders and I feel like bursting. I'm so lost.

xoxoxox.

Clap for them, designing men

I love fashion. I need to find a good fashion blog. Uhm, yeahhh.

FAVORITE [gay] DESIGNING MEN, "Clap and Snap for them!"

Isaac Mizrahi! "Clap for him" He's amazing & can squeeze boobs.

Marc Jacobs!Support him, he's going through a tough time & he's an amazing designer with amazing perfume!

Read me!

NEW YORK - Fashion designer Marc Jacobs has entered rehab.
“Marc made the right decision,” Jacobs’ longtime business partner Robert Duffy told Women’s Wear Daily, which reported the story on its Web site Monday.
Jacobs had previously acknowledged in interviews that he abused drugs and alcohol.
“He’d been sober for seven years. When he relapsed, he wanted to deal with it right away,” Duffy said to the industry newspaper. “According to the experts, such a relapse isn’t uncommon. Thankfully, Marc recognized the problem himself and chose to deal with it. Obviously, our prayers are with him.”
The confirmation that Jacobs was at a treatment facility came on the day that Jacobs received two nominations from the Council of Fashion Designers of America for its upcoming awards. He was nominated in the womenswear and accessories categories.
And those honors were on the heels of three well-received previews of fall collections — one for his namesake brand in New York, one for the younger — and less expensive — Marc by Marc Jacobs label in London, and one in Paris for Louis Vuitton, owned by LVMH Moet Hennessy Louis Vuitton SA.
Jacobs is known as a bellwether for upcoming trends. In New York, his fashion shows are always packed with celebrities, with music stars Rod Stewart, Lenny Kravitz, Joss Stone, Harry Connick Jr. and Debbie Harry most recently lining the runway.

Okay. Thought I needed some foxy designers on here, so there they are.
G'night.
Xoxox.

Hell-o!

Hey Diggy-Diggy-Dawg!

Hottness, I need to see some hottness NOW. But I did today...

(1) Redd Dave

(2) Jake

(3) Zach

Now let's talk about #1:

Dave. David. Dave #1(?) Man, I like this kid and I don't know if he likes me back; that'd be a nice change. It really would. Dave is just every girls fantasy or mine & my cousin's atleast. He's tall, tan, handsome, with nice teeth, a nice runner's physique, and he's fun, funny, nice & smart. He's my #1 right now.

Onward, ho! #2

Jake. Man, this kid keeps all of us going, even her. Party Sub next week fer sure. And I definately did let him win today, how could I not with that winning smile, those guns, and that hilariousity. Plus, "I like boys better"; he said that first and everyone was kind like, "Huh?" *Scratches Head* It was a good moment, but when isn't there good moments with him? Well there was a week ago, his grandma passed away and it was just really really sad. Especially, when he didn't want to step up and take his role. Dave, took it... but Jake is still the #1 actor.

The AWKWARDEST for last... #3

Zachary. Today, he was adorable and hott and I wanted him... like 2 years ago. He could have had me then, I just flung myself at him. He's still one that I would hook-up with, but it would be weird cause he's King of Hookups... especially in hottubs. And I don't know how I'd feel if he got with me and then moved on. Maybe a pump (not literally) and dump would be okay with him. It's basically just a looks thing with him, so it would be okay. Just another random hookup. If Dave did that though, that'd be horrible. I'd be a mess & cousin-o would have to mop me up, cause she has already been through it with him.

Today, I succeeded in pissing Chelsea off. Sam and Lindsay were going nuts, cause they were so happy. I didn't mean to piss her off, but I did and now she's stuck with Rachel, which isn't bad... just awkward. I wonder who Asia is with, good thing I'm not; she's nice, just a slacker. And poor Jake just cannot get a break, he got stuck with Coche who is nice, just quiet; that'll be weird for him too. Pissing Chelsea was just a plus when I asked cousin-o. I mean Chelsea's okay, just obnoxious; she's stuck up too. I don't know how Dave deals with that. I thought Cousin-o was BFF close with her, but she's not... so maybe Dave doesn't really like her that much either; that'd be hilarious. Nikk is the only true friend I know she has... poor Chelsea.

Okay. I'm sick and tired of group numéro un. I'm so damn through with them. They are all backstabbing losers. They need to grow up and stop talking about each other. The lying is just unbearable, especially when they think you believe them and they keep going on with it. It's like, "Man, are you retarted?!" No wonder, no one likes them. They're ugly bitches and no one likes an ugly bitch.

Blabbing rant over. "Clap for me!"

Xoxox.

*THEE Oath

*Thee Oath

On my honor, I will do my best To do my duty to God, myself, my family, my friends, and my country and to obey the THEE Law; To help other people at all times (ie. not be a bum living in my mom's basement) To keep myself physically strong (enough to pound the stuffing out of someone if need be) , mentally awake (to take any test at any time and pass) and morally straight (to always to the right thing, by God, my Guardian Angel-s, and my conscience). I also swear to always uphold a set of standards high enough to reach, but not easily. And to look presentable at any given time. To not talk behind other's backs and to keep my nose out of business that isn't mine, unless someone is being harmed then intervention is necessecary.

That really tickled my fancie. It did, alot. And now, I must go or the powers that be are going to butcher me for sleeping late. Yet this time, I will surprise them with my cleanliness!


Xoxo.


*{Boy Scout Oath}

I is back.

Hello again, long lost friend.

I know, I haven't blogged in a while and that's not nice. Let's update:
1. Blake is still in my life, my crush on him has smoldered & only a little is still burning.
2. I have new friends. The drama with the others got to be to much & exotic girls are way better anyways.
3. I have really hard classes and hardly have anyother time...I should actually be doing homework right now.
4. Seniors are really hot.
-Dave. Wow. I thought I really liked this kid & I thought he liked me back. But I guess not. It was lust a first sight (on that night). My first encounter wasn't nice, he was a big, fat, jerk and he still is. Jo was right, he is a player and she knew she didn't like him for a reason.
-Andy Mulder. Cute Lunch Boy, that X finally saw! He is just on fire. But, he is a jerk sometimes, so that takes a little away from that. Brittany knows him, so that's a good thing.
-Brendan & Erik. They are just the 2 most rocking-est & hottest seniors. They're voices are amazing & the way they play the guitar makes me wish I was that shiny instrument.
-Kaitlin, Jenna, & Moose. I'm just really gonna miss these girls. They're all amazing people that I'm happy to call my friends. Kaitlin, I will still probably see. Jenna, is off to be a star in NYC. And I have no clue what's going on with Moose, but I hope it's good for her.
5. Friends can be found, even when things are going wrong. There is no need for a group of friends; "float on", in words of Modest Mouse. I have all sifferent kinds of friends and only a few are the same age as me. I love it.
6. Sometimes family can't be trusted. Mom messed everything up again. I really really really want to forgive her, but I can't. She tore that old wound back open again and I'm scared to re-live that. So, I'm choosing not to, for now. Choosy moms choose Jiff, Choosy girls choose Jelly.
7. Fights can always be resolved. Me and Lynda// are back, but not exclusively. She came over the other day, to return something & it was just like old times, except I'm not at blame for any of her (and that group's) problems. So, maybe reconciliation with ma maman is possible... we'll see. Also, the ethnics(family ones) and I hashed it out, but things are back to normal now... more signs that mama and I will be bon.
8. I will not be walked all over & no, Pier One does not sell me as an area rug. I'm thru with taking crap from people & I'm sorry English teacher if I'm not the "little miss" you thought I was. I have an opinion and I'm not taking random idiot stuff anymore. Get with it, get over it, or get out.
9. Next year is going to be harder. But with new challenges comes better teachers and more friends.
10. This is for good measure. I have nothing to put here. WAIT, yes I do. I'm going to be spending some time in the woods with the family... that actually might be fun. It's going to be all Henry David Thoreau, but with people and fun. But, books and philosophy will be packed in my bag.
11. This is throwing good measure off, but I forgot about Dave. Funny, Running, Floppy Haired, Sweet Heart, Cousin's-Ex, Dave. He's amazing & I think he might think the same about me. I really like this kid. And I can tell I do, because it's not a shallow looks thing this time... which was what every other liking I've had has been about. I think this is a new begining for me. Wow. And this is not Senior Dave, so hopefully the name is the only thing they have in common. Or I might have to cry.
12. This is for even numbers and more proven things. Girls like me can have sexy boyfriends. That talking teacher of mine, who is very similar to me, has and absolutely gorgeous boyfriend. There is hope! Even if his eyes are too wide.

Okay, nature and mathematics call.

Ciao Bella.
Xoxox.